Tuesday, August 16, 2011

Still Searching

'Siddhartha' is probably the book which has come closest to answering that big question that is the title of my blog. I've been meaning to read it for ages, but hadn't really got around to it until now. And now that I've read it what can I say?

The language - I suppose the translation, reads strangely in this day and age - a very effusive, passionate type of speaking, and writing, which doubles every emotion, and still keeps you constantly aware that this is a book, a story, not a could-have-been-reality.

The story is of a man's search for peace - the lessons he learns - no one more important than the other - that it is something to be lived, not taught, to be detached and to take no pride in his achievements - all of these we read, over and over, in every quasi-philosophical book. But the last piece of philosophy was interesting - to love something for what it was, not what it could be - to love and yet remain detached from it - to welcome both pain and joy as a part of life - to be able to love everything that life brings.

His journey is as important as the lessons he learns, and the most important lesson to us, I think, is that each person has to make the journey in their own way, has to want to make that journey, and each person takes a different path.

Sunday, August 07, 2011

Doom and gloom

The talk of the last several weeks has of course, been the debt crisis - the US's all grown way out of proportion liabilities. The latest has been the S&P downgrade- well deserved in my opinion  - the credit rating agencies may not have a whole lot of credibility given their role in the subprime crisis - but its never too late to start building some rep. And much was made of the 2 trillion miscalculation - which sounds gigantic (it is gigantic) - except its only 10% of the total (20 trillion was miscalculated as 22 triliion). And if you ask me - that could very well be treated as a margin of error.

But the saddest thing in the last few weeks is not the apparent ending of good times on Wall Street (I doubt they're ended, honestly) - its the end of the space shuttle program. No, it doesn't make quite as good news as watching traders panicking on the floor, and we've all become far too used to seeing shuttles taking off for it to have any excitement at all - but it feels a little like the end of a dream. And there's no knowing if we'll ever get it back.

The International Space Station is going to be dropped into the sea in a few years, and putting a man on the moon- something that was achieved with computers that could be built on the back of a cellphone now - looks like an ever receding pipe dream. How was it that so much more was achieved with so much less, so many years ago? The same way the Egyptians built the pyramids maybe? 

In any case, it was the end of the Columbia space shuttle, that truly marked the decline for me - the markets will after all, rise again another day.